woot! (: schools over! 3 weeks of holiday for me! YAY! -beams. ho ho ho. i'm so glad. but i still got LOADS of homework to do! darn it. 5 homeworkfor english, 1 physics worksheet to do and 1 book to read for chinese. and on top of it TRAINING EVERYDAY!:D SPLENDID! -hints- sense the sarcasm. urks. well, anyway daddy is coming back today! :D gonna go to changi airport later to pick him up. yupps yupps. hmm lets see what else. oh yeah! my module 3 results SUCKS! 2A1, 1A2 and 3B4! wth. i'm so screwd. oh well. nothing mu ch to blog actually. hur hur. in the mids of redoing my blogskin.
OH OH! i just remembered. GO READ 'THE NOTEBOOK" by nicholas sparks! ITS SOO SWEET AND SO SAD AND SO TOUCHING AND SWEET AND SAD AND TOUCHING! you get my drift. but well YA! i almost cried. hoho! ciao! :D
210505/ sunday
Remember we'd be up all night,
Talking 'til the morning light.
Like the way it used to be,
Those simple days
Just you and me.
I see you baby I know
What's on your mind.
Cuz you look like you've
Got something to say.
I may not say those words anymore,
But maybe it just ain't my way.
You ask me do I love you but,
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you?
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon?
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you?
You asked a question
But the answer lies in you.
Remember we used to laugh and say,
No one understood our way.
And there were times
When you would cry,
while knocking on my door
I was there,
To shelter your pain.
I feel you baby,
Get that off your mind.
Make it to a brighter day.
The answer girl,
Lies within your heart.
Please take a look inside.
You ask me do I love you but,
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you?
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon?
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you?
You asked the question,
But the answer lies
In you.
forever running;
*BUT losing the race.
were it not for GRACE.
WEET! there wasnt worship today BUT we went for the BIG WALK as a group instead! :D i feel so accomplished. HEE. walked 7km today! poof was so fatigue after that. but the feeling was great even though i had to wake up at 5.40am in the morning! but we were all so HIGH today! lols. laughing early in the morning. talking nonsense. basically we were INSANE :D hahas. laughed singed jumped played told silly and corny jokes. hahas. anyway we had a shirt that shawn designed! it looks absolutely GREAT! thanks shawn! :D so creative. so nice. walked in the HOT HOT sun with a ugly orange hat. hahas. thats what everyone calls it. teehees. came back to church and we all camped in macs. yummy. went out for lunch with the youth group later. hahas. had fun. :D weee.
oh i just started reading Purpose Driven Life. its interesting even though i'm only on the first chapter. but i think it definately will help me in my faith. yupps. oh oh. i just heard a nice song! :D by aaron cater. its Do You Remember. :D lovely. TOODLES. gonna go for prayer meeting later.
{ tear my heart open }
2:53 pm
Saturday, May 21, 2005
200505/ friday
-to be a living testimony,
*FOR GOD.
daddy's leaving tomorrow morning for bangkok, hongkong and i forgot where. gonna miss you daddy! ):
PHEW! the week is finally over. that was one tough week. english paper one, english presentation, A math, E math and chinese. glad that i made i through and i thank God for helping me through this tough week :D english presentation was great! we didnt fumble. YAY! :D great job guys! training is alright. toned down training al little. haha. coach is being funny with us. lols. funny him. next week is recovery week. hope my leg gets recovered.
well, lets see. came back from TOOTS house for bible study. i'm glad i went. haha. we sidetracked so much. BUT it was a good sidetrack! xD heehee. did lots of thinking thats why i was rather quiet. had questions.
what authority does the bible have over us? are we believing in the "wrong" God since there are so many religions? how do we know what is the "right" God? what is my motivation in living? what would be my witness that i am a christian at this point of time in my life?
and i'm waiting for these questions to be answered.
guess i havent thought much. how strong is my faith? i don't know. but i am going to make it stronger. and i found paul inspiring since we were doing 2 timothy. he did all he could to preach God's word although he was usually rejected by many. he went to many area's doing all he could. he had such strong conviction and faith. its overwhelming. even when people stoned him and chained him up in jail, he was still praising God and worshiping him.
one day i want to be like paul. have a strong faith and be convinced. (: i'm going to be a living testimony for him. and im going to start right now.
{ tear my heart open }
12:26 am
Saturday, May 14, 2005
140505 / saturday
come what may-*
ahhh i love that song! hoho! :D thanks to michael. YAY! frog boy. muahahas. lets see. had training today AT GOMBAK as usual. :\ hate going to gombak cause its so freaking far. hmpff. couldnt see to train properly cause my hamstrings we're feeling so darn tired. did jump circuit today. yupps. had bubble tea! :D YAY. hahahas. came home and slacked around the computer. ohhh! and i baked today! :D -beams. teeheehees. yummy cookies. tra la la la. watch aladdin 2 on disney! so nice. muahahas! okay actually nothing much to say. i was just bored. ho ho.
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to good manners and elegance. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
| Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
| Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. |
| You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
| In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
{ tear my heart open }
10:17 pm
Friday, May 13, 2005
130505/ friday
tired. TIRED. bloody hell freaking TIRED of all this shit.
stupid blogger crashed on me. stupid blogger STUPID STUPID blogger. shit them up. pissed. im so tired. emotionally physically and mentally. ahhh whatever. stupid injuries coming and going. when in the world would it EVER stop. sigh. i really really want it to go away. i want to perform. WALAA ipoh, inter-sport school and nationals. i dont want to bloody hell screw it up. sighs. im seriously becoming a workaholic. a loner and nerd and whatever you can call me la. im just mugging my head off to get good grades except in chinese. oh and apprantly stumpy has been reading out blogs. HOW NICE.
am i getting anywhere in the first place? i feel like im not getting what i want. my sense of accomplishment is so little. sigh. maybe im not working the right way. ahh whatever. sighh. training's getting tougher again. and i seem to be getting more injuries. bloody hell. i need freedom. to get out. i feel suffocated and restricted. sighh. sometimes i even think why the hell did i choose sports? i dunno. i dont know what to think anymore.
okay on a happier note. i went back to cf. (: mr mak talked bout sin. yupps. i did ALRIGHT for physics. 24/40 : oh well. made alot of careless mistakes. had 34/40 for chem. think it was pretty good. having 5 pprs next week. sigh. im so tired already. i need to have fun. no fun is coming from anywhere. i want go get out of singapore. sigh. im so fickle minded. i dont know what i want.
maybe its not what I want. but what God wants for me. ahh well. shall leave my life in God's hands. he has plans for me. but i just want it to go away. sigh. im waiting for sunday. it always makes me happier. (:
{ tear my heart open }
11:33 pm
Sunday, May 08, 2005
080505 / sunday
`cause she's in fashion.
i am BORED! :D anyone wants to entertain me? its for free. haha. k whatever me. went to church this morning and it was RAINING. hoho what a nice weather. i forgot today was holy communion. hahas. luckily mum reminded me. oh oh by the way.. its MOTHER'S DAY! :D
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY! I LOVE YOU LOADS! thank you for your care and concern as well as your guidence for me and not forgetting your unconditional love for us! :D helping us with housework and everything. although you constantly NAG at us (and BOY do i hate it) i still LOVE YOU! :D
okay back to church. hmmm. had some funny treasure hunt game. haha was super short. but it was QUITE fun. they sure know how to hide clues man. singsparation was fun too! :D sang No Other Name. i love that song. reminising the moment of Youth Sunday. I LOVE YOUTH CHOIR! :D was so fun. teehee. and the USUAL MOTHER'S DAY ROUTINE! SELL FLOWERS. hahas. and boy i HATED the apron. ughs. we look like dairy maids! :\ eww. but it was fun while it lasted. apart from the times where people made sacarstic remarks! hmpff.
i like your skirt man!
you look so pretty in that apron. HAHA
and yada-yada the list goes on. joshua FAILS in complimenting woman! HAHA! hilarious moment. jie was shocked. lols. shall not go into detail.
bahhh. its back to school TODAY! sigh. i havent even touched a single homework and i'm supposed to hand in english BY tomorrow. SHYTE. screwd up. oh well. nothing much to say. BYE! :D
{ tear my heart open }
4:27 pm
Saturday, May 07, 2005
070505 / saturday
hohoho! my mugging paid off! :D so happy. heeheehee. i mugged from monday all the way till the day of the test. THANK GOD :D and i mean it. i pass physics and mr lau said i passed it pretty well! im so happy. i passed chem too. 27/40 not as great as i wanted it too. but oh well. i bet its some careless mistakes. ugh. sheesh.
oh and guess what. i HAPPILY screwd up my freaking chinese oral. SHIT i was stuttering TOO much. AND i didn't know how to answer the open ended questions she asked. it was on NKF charity shows! like WTH?! i didn't know what entertainment was in CHINESE. sigh. think i panicked too much. groans. i'm so gonna flunk chinese. stupid stumpy (name given by dearest timmy to our wunnerful chinese teacher). hohoho! how nice. -.- she sucks. she was so nice last year! man, did she change and show us what she really is like man. chinese lesson is getting BORING now. actually, it has always been boring. oh dear. nevermind.
and guess what. im getting fat again! the sec 1's and 2's had their WOW! project. and the chocolates by death was OH SO GOOD! :D yummy chocolates! i bought alot. FAT. i know. and i think wonderful 3b contributed the most money to them. HEEHEE! lovely. miss chua must be so proud. lols. oh well. hmm lets see. i got an A1 for math. not too sure bout the rest yet though. waiting to find out.
MELODY LEFT SSS! ): oh well. hope she'll have fun in St Nicks. good luck mel!
oh! yesterday went to video ez to rent a video. rented Birth. and i didnt see the label with was M18! hoho! the show is SO confusing! my goodness. there's no linking. and the sex scene was VERY VERY UNEXPECTED. i started laughing my head off when i saw it! oops. HAHA! oh well.
guess there's nothing much left to say. so bye! :D
{ tear my heart open }
1:23 pm
Monday, May 02, 2005
020505 / monday
be thou my vision*
ahhhhhhh! i am so DEAD! ): sobs. major module for darn science is THIS WEEK. and i stupidly thought it was week 3. AHHH! cries. gonna mug mug mug mug mug mug mug all the way till i get back to school. hmpff. anywayy..
yesterday was SO FUN! :D i think we did SPLENDID! yay! cheers for the youth team! weeee. heehees. yupps. but sermon and everything else was kinda erm boring. hahas. the morning was bad enough. the evening was the worst. i actually fell asleep! shucks. the guy wasnt making any sense. no link at all. only got a few of his points. yupps. went for mothers day dinner with cousins :D beams. waited for SO LONG just to be able to get a table. but when we did hte food came SO QUICKLY! happy. haha. well i was hungry you know! mmpff.
came home, read a book, washed up and PLONK i went to bed. too me so long just to get to sleep SINCE someone didnt know how to TYPE QUIETLY. and BLEASTED MUSIC throuh my earphones. it was supposed to be for HER to hear not for ME to hear. BUT i heard the music. and when i shouted her name she couldn't BLOODY HEAR! had to push a chair to get the frekaing attention. and at 1.30AM mind you! i was woken up by mum scolding alvina for not doing her work. she was on the computer to DO HER WORK but what was she doing? WOW chatting mans. like whatever. and she could even lie to me saying that she completed her work. BULLSHIT. ahhh whatever.
{ tear my heart open }
10:56 am
